I am nothing
yet You bid me
come to You
Lord Almighty
You see the depths of my heart, God, and so I know You see the passion that You put there. You know all my hopes and dreams, and how ridiculously, seriously difficult it is to pursue them with confidence. You know all the obstacles in my way and in me, and You see the answer to my every question even before I ask them. In fact, God, here are my requests, which You have already planned how to respond to:
- teach me how to Love Alexa
- teach me discipline in my daily life
- teach me how to know Your voice
- teach me how to grow in You
- teach me how to be with You
- teach me how to trust You
- teach me how to teach others
Teach me everything You are, God, so that I can reflect you brightly. That is my purpose. I Love serving You. Your passions are the greatest!!! God, I want them, desperately. I want Your wisdom and guidance. The meaning of my life depends more on You than on my own existence.
God, please do not let me be crippled by Your enemies. Grow my strength as I persevere through pain and suffering and struggles of all kinds, but do not let Your purpose be hindered by these Goliaths. Protect Your chosen people, Your beloved, from the invasion of evil, Godless causes. Do not let me be defeated by those who oppose You. Glorify Your name in the world around me by everything that You and I do. Help me to help others, unfazed by attacks of spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical natures. Do whatever it is that will accomplish Your goals, because those goals are also mine.
Thank You for tonight, for reminding me of who I am and who I should be.
Thanks for friends.
Please give me yet another second chance at diligence rewarded.
You are amazing, I love You, I Love You, I LOVE You.
Please forgive me, God. I have messed up so many times, please don't punish others or hold back Your grace because of anything I've done or failed to do. God, be alive in me, and give me another chance to dance to Your wondrously gorgeous Song.
Be with me always, God, tomorrow and every day after that. Please don't ever leave me. I Love You.
I don't want to say amen. I'm not done being with You.
It is not finished.
