i am sometimes some of what i despise, and even to despise it can be a challenge on occasion. i am so low that i cannot always see how high You are. yet You do not cast me even lower. i guess You could say that You impress me.
please help me to respond well to others and to You. i am and feel inadequate, perhaps even undernourished. i am guilty.
please shape and use me anyway. i rely on Your grace.
amen